Woahhh.. march holidays went past and all and didn't get to blog until now.. Heh. So super muggy lahhhh... Hmmm though I've hardly been doing any tutorials.. Just go to sleep straight after bball.. Need to get out of this horrible habit.. Can't get much done.. And I can't wake up in the morning either. June holidays are still soooo far off.. Can't imagine that by that time the all the bball matches and our cas will be over. Then will have to spend everyday mugging and going back to school for extra lessons again. Urghhh....

It's only 7hrs to ptm. Miss lim's going to complain about my maths. All the bad things about my maths are on the stupid remark slip too. Just great. Have to start doing somethinggg for midyr!! Or my "a"s will be screwed.. Got like bdead for cts. How auspicious it sounds. Better not be some sorta premonition.. Lucky there's sijia to push me. Really grateful that at least we're doing more useful stuff now on our earlier days. Which is still quite late..

Sianz la.. Changed timetable from a not-so-okay timetable to a O_ooooooo"" timetable.. The only good thing about is that we end a teeeeny-weeeeny bit earlier on tuesday. Other than that, our nice 1hr breaks are now 1/2hr, we have chem prac and bio prac on the same day with only one break in between each other andddd... We had to start mass pe immediately after getting the new timetable!!! Wanna dieee.. Legs are superrrr suan from wed's jumping.. Can't sit properly, can't walk down the stairs.. Bleahz....

Bball was not as bad as I expected.. Didn't feel like going.. Cuz of the dying legs and thought would end up without water for a loooooong time again. But in the end just did a bit of normal stuff then shoot and shoot and shoot. Yay shooting's fun!! Just that free throw turned out quite crappy. Then did some in bound thingy.. Getting the hang of it... Arghhh another friendly on wed.. With nj.. *gulpz*

Ya well... Quite happy.. Saw 4 jnrs from chess!! Came to cj!! Heheh.. but nobody joined chess again!! Haiz... Miss ij.. Miss 1/5, 2/5, 3/2, 4/2.. Miss ij chess.. So sad it's over. But it's great that there will always be nice memories around.

Of course. =P.. What can I say.. Great minds think alike.

Disconnected Lindsay Lohan

sleeping awake, and awake when i'm sleeping
i've got a dry kind of thirst when drenched
on sunny days all i can see is as shadow
i'm not above being under
i'm at the brink though i know im empty
i always hide when it's my turn to seek
my only belief is not to have faith in believing
before i begin i'm over

disconnected
broken off again
and i'm only not lonely when i'm lonely by myself
disconnected
numb in pain again
i always backtrack forward
cuz all in all i'm disconnected

quietly loud while noisily silent
keep holding my breath
while i'm trying to breathe
swimming against all of my waves and rapids
i only win when i'm losing

disconnected
broken off again
and i'm only not lonely when i'm lonely by myself
disconnected
numb in pain again
i always backtrack forward
cuz all in all i'm disconnected

i just wanna live my life sedated
cuz i love driving myself away
dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn
i can't comprehend what i understand

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