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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

We seem to have many things. The whole house is filled, but it's mostly boxes of unneeded things. Old magazines, toys, LDs, rusting bicycles.. All the junk irks me. But we cannot donate/recycle/throw them. And there's never any normal healthy meal food to eat. It's instant noodles again. I do appreciate what's provided for me. It's just that somehow, home doesn't feel so welcoming..


Wednesday, February 10, 2010
It's done.

Omg I finally sent in one job application!! Took me hours cuz some of the mini essay questions kept disappearing when the company's system kept logging me out. Retyped like nobody's business. But the post was so attractive that I really wanted it. Already missed STB's mgmt trainee programme, though I heard there's one more round out in may. Wanted that too and was too late. Can't let this one slip through my fingers this time. But I took so long applying for this that it's now almost 7am. Peerhelper duty at 12pm argh! Ok so messy.. Typing this through my phone cuz I'm just so proud of myself for following through with the appication though it kept logging me out and wanted to capture the feeling instantly. YAY!

Sunday, February 07, 2010
I can't even vent!

It's quite a paradox having a blog when you want to use it to vent. Much as you want to share what's happening about your life, your frustrations, your worries, your negative thoughts, with others, part of the whole idea of venting when you want others to understand where you're coming from, you have to watch your back.

Because some others will use the very same information that you just want to share and express to form negative opinions about you, judge, backstab, even use as evidence for accusations. So ultimately, it becomes pointless. And you're trapped with your own negative feelings once more. The only consolation is that it's temporary.

So the source of all the negativity:
Stupid Entrepreneurial Management.

So there, judge this. Those too-high-and-mighty-you're-dumb-I'm-freaking-intelligent pricks, those you're-wrong-to-think-negative-things prudes and those judgmental-what's-there-to-complain-about-small-thing-only idiots.

Actually, that hardly covered anything I wanted to say, and I'm just self-censoring everything on my mind, leaving space to only write why I'm self-censoring. And I'm so annoyed that I have to self-censor.

I hate the feeling of being judged.
I hate that one day anything you say on this can be used against you.
What's the point?

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Roar!! Why do I always fall sick on Tuesdays? If I skip today's class, it'll be the third time out of five classes that I don't go for. But anyway, the prof was smart enough to make all of us come because each group every week might be called out to present. And so you'll let your group down too by being a no-show. And it's just worse that I'm having another 10pm meeting again, and it's no good to skip that too cuz we're meeting a client. Omg wonder if it's gonna be like that in the working world too.

Down with fever and flu right now, and have to head to school in 2hrs+. I'm also panadol-less since the last box we own has expired some months ago. I think there's just too much junk around but my grandma insists on keeping everything and anything sigh.

Hope it gets better soon. Like in the next hour.

Ok I'm done venting.
Now I need to suck it up.