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Friday, December 24, 2004

Kaez.. Sorry if i'm going to offend anyone.. And jo.. Don't read.. Heheh.. Seriously.. Christmas mass was really really really borrrring.. And it was causing my grandma to become dizzy with all the standing, kneeling and loud singing.. Although I don't think it was that loud.. In fact it was quite soft.. Not many people could be bothered to sing.. Only listened to the choir sing.. Then, being late.. as usual.. we were all seated behind the chapel and there were no hymn books left! Don't know what they were singing.. Almost all the songs were unfamiliar or changed tune. And those familiar tuned songs were too high to be sung! Then there were so many kids crying too.. If I were their age I would probably join them. Painfully boring. Was so envious of those running around the grass area.. They looked so free.. and liberated. While all the older people who had no excuse to do that suffered in silence.. Well, at least those sitting around me. Shaking their feet impatiently, checking their watches continuously..
Some more the priest was contradicting himself in the sermon. Heh. First say all humans are priceless and should not have a value placed on them. Then he says when we go to heaven, we get a passport where the number of stamps on it are like our good deeds. This would determine whether we get to the gates of heaven. But by saying that, it's as good as placing a value on humans based on the number of good deeds that they do.
By the mere thought of this, I'm probably already committing a really huge sin.. The last time I went for confession and told the priest that I didn't go to church, he made me say 3 our fathers, 3 hail maries and 3 glory bes.. Which is quite bad cuz everyone else only had to say 3 our fathers.. So if I'm in church but I'm only physically there and thinking all these.. Don't know how many prayers I have to say.. I don't see why this is a sin in the first place.. The not going to church part.. I just don't have the faith.. So.. if I don't believe that much in the first place, there is no basis to say that I have sinned.. So what's the point in going for all these??

Shouldn't have given that present. Should have put more thought into it.. Argh.. Dreading later.. When she opens it.. Wish that she would leave it wrapped.. And know that I gave her something.. Rather than open it and then see.. that it's so impersonal.

Monday, December 20, 2004

So irritable now. Was trying to set up the badminton thingies when he kept on trying to hit me with the bball... Then when he sucessfully managed to, he laughed and laughed and laughed.. And he did that so many times... Urgh.. Got me in such a bad mood.. Don't dare to talk on msn now. Wait end up snapping at people..

Had training today.. Yay.. Succeeded running 12 rounds non-stop.. Thought sure start walking one.. But everyone just went on and on and on.. Felt weird to stop. Kind of glad we didn't have that much fast breaks today.. Just did loads of shooting and individual zone defence.. Which is better.. At least I feel more sure of what to do in the position.. Rather that run around and feel really lost once I get hold of the ball..

Feeling:

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.

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friday

Was such a super mad rush!!! At first had something on.. but then was cancelled in the end so decided to meet up with jo, aud and nic.. Then realised everyone was going to exchange christmas prezzies!! Wah die.. So had to chiong in the morning to make cheapo cards.. But actually looks quite nice.. heheh.. so thick skin.. And.. other stuff.. Only steffie leong knows.. haha..

Went to taka to eat.. Tried some samples of some gogo sausage.. And it was so bleahz!!.. Didn't see where I was taking the toothpicks from.. Then aud was like.. "Kris!! Those are used toothpicks!" Argh!!! Exchanged prezzies while we ate lunch after that.. And opened them up.. Heehee yay I like them!! Very nice! And delicious.. haha.. Sorry.. I couldn't resist anymore..

Went for cj choir concert with aud after that.. Were damn kiasu la.. Haha.. stood right in front of the door so that as soon as they opened, we could immediately dash in.. Then taking pictures outside.. Haha.. Then when we got inside, wanted to sit near the stage.. But all the seats in front were positioned sideways.. such that if you wanted to see the stage, you had to look to your left or right.. Had nothing to do at first.. So started playing with all the funny knobs they had on the seats.. Some language and volume control knobs.. Then also learnt how to fold paper flowers from aud..

After the whole show got neckache.. Looked to the left for too long.. But it was nice!! Especially the rythym of life song.. And the guitarists were damn zai too!!! Hmm.. maybe shall go and join choir and guitar in uni.. heheh.. Wanted to go and see the choir people.. So we went exploring and found a way to get backstage through the exit.. Haha so silly.. But then they were all having some choir party there so didn't want to disturb.. Came out from the performing place.. And there was this security guard eyeing us suspiciously.. heh.. cuz no one was supposed to be there already..

Monday, December 06, 2004

UnDeR bAsKeT bLuEzzz... There's something totally wrong with them!!! Can't shoot under basket properly.. All of them are somehow not going in!!!! IrRiTaTiNg... And the court was super slippery!!! Seriously.. after it rains, the whole thing becomes soapy.. So was half playing half sliding around.. After doing self-training, we had a match against the netballers.. Haha.. was quite fun.. but lost in the end.. Went to eat with deborah in town later.. Couldn't find that thai place in far east!! Walked around the entire top floor and it wasn't there.. Heh.. So in the end went to picnic to eat thai stuff.. then went to see beach slippers at wisma! Yay! Now I know wear to go to shop for sentosa stuff!!

Reached home then found out that my bro's passport had expired!! And we were going to kl tomorrow!! My gosh.. Then cuz he couldn't get my mum, so he was trying to sms her.. And the way he sms.. Haiyo.. wanna faint.. Cuz he didn't know how to use the dictionary mode, so he was smsing the multitap mode on the dictionary mode.. So one whole buch of gibberish came out.. At last when we contacted her, we dashed all the way to the ica to make a new passport for him.. Luckily! Thought it would take a few days to make.. And they're bias!!!! Very bias!!! Making passports for guys is free but girls have to pay?!

Went to wisma again to collect some hifi thingy.. And my mum got me this nice nice nice slingbag!! *grinz*! So happy!!! Haha! And got books from kino too..

Haiz.. shall be internet-deprived for 3 days.. last time I use it before going to kl.. Oh man.. miss it liaoz.. haha..


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Hit counter code here	Friday, December 24, 2004 Kaez.. Sorry if i'm going to offend anyone.. And jo.. Don't read.. Heheh.. Seriously.. Christmas mass was really really really borrrring.. And it was causing my grandma to become dizzy with all the standing, kneeling and loud singing.. Although I don't think it was that loud.. In fact it was quite soft.. Not many people could be bothered to sing.. Only listened to the choir sing.. Then, being late.. as usual.. we were all seated behind the chapel and there were no hymn books left! Don't know what they were singing.. Almost all the songs were unfamiliar or changed tune. And those familiar tuned songs were too high to be sung! Then there were so many kids crying too.. If I were their age I would probably join them. Painfully boring. Was so envious of those running around the grass area.. They looked so free.. and liberated. While all the older people who had no excuse to do that suffered in silence.. Well, at least those sitting around me. Shaking their feet impatiently, checking their watches continuously.. Some more the priest was contradicting himself in the sermon. Heh. First say all humans are priceless and should not have a value placed on them. Then he says when we go to heaven, we get a passport where the number of stamps on it are like our good deeds. This would determine whether we get to the gates of heaven. But by saying that, it's as good as placing a value on humans based on the number of good deeds that they do. By the mere thought of this, I'm probably already committing a really huge sin.. The last time I went for confession and told the priest that I didn't go to church, he made me say 3 our fathers, 3 hail maries and 3 glory bes.. Which is quite bad cuz everyone else only had to say 3 our fathers.. So if I'm in church but I'm only physically there and thinking all these.. Don't know how many prayers I have to say.. I don't see why this is a sin in the first place.. The not going to church part.. I just don't have the faith.. So.. if I don't believe that much in the first place, there is no basis to say that I have sinned.. So what's the point in going for all these?? Shouldn't have given that present. Should have put more thought into it.. Argh.. Dreading later.. When she opens it.. Wish that she would leave it wrapped.. And know that I gave her something.. Rather than open it and then see.. that it's so impersonal. 5:13 pm · Monday, December 20, 2004 So irritable now. Was trying to set up the badminton thingies when he kept on trying to hit me with the bball... Then when he sucessfully managed to, he laughed and laughed and laughed.. And he did that so many times... Urgh.. Got me in such a bad mood.. Don't dare to talk on msn now. Wait end up snapping at people.. Had training today.. Yay.. Succeeded running 12 rounds non-stop.. Thought sure start walking one.. But everyone just went on and on and on.. Felt weird to stop. Kind of glad we didn't have that much fast breaks today.. Just did loads of shooting and individual zone defence.. Which is better.. At least I feel more sure of what to do in the position.. Rather that run around and feel really lost once I get hold of the ball.. Feeling: 2:30 pm · Saturday, December 18, 2004 Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in you know things others do not, you can see past stereotypes and see the real people behind their facades, and people will often come to you for help and advice. Quite solitary and somewhat shy around people because you prefer animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to show themselves or what they are feeling and plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong in your silence if you set your mind on something you will often times pursue it to the end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so you seek refuge in the forest where you can have time to think and try to sort out your emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms you, especially moving through the trees. Life to you is something precious and should not be taken for granted. .:-\|What is your true element?\|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla 4:31 am · friday Was such a super mad rush!!! At first had something on.. but then was cancelled in the end so decided to meet up with jo, aud and nic.. Then realised everyone was going to exchange christmas prezzies!! Wah die.. So had to chiong in the morning to make cheapo cards.. But actually looks quite nice.. heheh.. so thick skin.. And.. other stuff.. Only steffie leong knows.. haha.. Went to taka to eat.. Tried some samples of some gogo sausage.. And it was so bleahz!!.. Didn't see where I was taking the toothpicks from.. Then aud was like.. "Kris!! Those are used toothpicks!" Argh!!! Exchanged prezzies while we ate lunch after that.. And opened them up.. Heehee yay I like them!! Very nice! And delicious.. haha.. Sorry.. I couldn't resist anymore.. Went for cj choir concert with aud after that.. Were damn kiasu la.. Haha.. stood right in front of the door so that as soon as they opened, we could immediately dash in.. Then taking pictures outside.. Haha.. Then when we got inside, wanted to sit near the stage.. But all the seats in front were positioned sideways.. such that if you wanted to see the stage, you had to look to your left or right.. Had nothing to do at first.. So started playing with all the funny knobs they had on the seats.. Some language and volume control knobs.. Then also learnt how to fold paper flowers from aud.. After the whole show got neckache.. Looked to the left for too long.. But it was nice!! Especially the rythym of life song.. And the guitarists were damn zai too!!! Hmm.. maybe shall go and join choir and guitar in uni.. heheh.. Wanted to go and see the choir people.. So we went exploring and found a way to get backstage through the exit.. Haha so silly.. But then they were all having some choir party there so didn't want to disturb.. Came out from the performing place.. And there was this security guard eyeing us suspiciously.. heh.. cuz no one was supposed to be there already.. 3:55 am · Monday, December 06, 2004 UnDeR bAsKeT bLuEzzz... There's something totally wrong with them!!! Can't shoot under basket properly.. All of them are somehow not going in!!!! IrRiTaTiNg... And the court was super slippery!!! Seriously.. after it rains, the whole thing becomes soapy.. So was half playing half sliding around.. After doing self-training, we had a match against the netballers.. Haha.. was quite fun.. but lost in the end.. Went to eat with deborah in town later.. Couldn't find that thai place in far east!! Walked around the entire top floor and it wasn't there.. Heh.. So in the end went to picnic to eat thai stuff.. then went to see beach slippers at wisma! Yay! Now I know wear to go to shop for sentosa stuff!! Reached home then found out that my bro's passport had expired!! And we were going to kl tomorrow!! My gosh.. Then cuz he couldn't get my mum, so he was trying to sms her.. And the way he sms.. Haiyo.. wanna faint.. Cuz he didn't know how to use the dictionary mode, so he was smsing the multitap mode on the dictionary mode.. So one whole buch of gibberish came out.. At last when we contacted her, we dashed all the way to the ica to make a new passport for him.. Luckily! Thought it would take a few days to make.. And they're bias!!!! Very bias!!! Making passports for guys is free but girls have to pay?! Went to wisma again to collect some hifi thingy.. And my mum got me this nice nice nice slingbag!! grinz! So happy!!! Haha! And got books from kino too.. Haiz.. shall be internet-deprived for 3 days.. last time I use it before going to kl.. Oh man.. miss it liaoz.. haha.. 4:21 pm ·