Yupz, I've confirmed it.. Whhhaaaaa... Kz.. It's not the end of the world.. But still.. Wadeva wadeva wadeva wadeva.. Shall just drown myself with essays.. Good thing I'm in cj.. since this is the case. They never fail to give lots of essays.. especially during weekends. Then my mind shall be kept busy. Very busy.. Then I won't think about anything else... Oh yea, and exercise too.. The busier the better..

I don't understand..
There was a prayer said this morning..
Something about the emotionally rich..
Then..
It left me thinking..
How do we get to that stage?
What does it mean by emotionally rich?
Does it mean that we show care and concern to everyone?
Heh.. but it's a bit ridiculous.
Some people don't want care and concern.
They see it as a hindrance..
It's as though people are taking pity on them..
Like.. they're weak..
And if you go around showing care and concern to everone..
People either think you're sucking up or you're a busybody..
But if you don't, you are heartless, unfeeling and cold.
Well, in a way, it's respect right?
It's a different way of giving another person their privacy..
So that they won't feel useless..
And that they're in need of someone elses help cuz they can't do it themselves..
Then again, if you don't give help, you don't have initiative..
But what if they think you're looking down on them?
So I guess it's safer to watch from the shadows...
Cuz.. then there's no need to get involved in all these..
Just to be away from it all..
It seems to be a sanctuary within itself..
Yet there's something lacking..
But to find that something lacking, insecurity has to be compromised..
It's a huge compromise..
Cuz.. there's no guarantee that something would be gotten out of it..
And.. things may instead become worse..
So what are we supposed to do?
Well, staying in the shadows doesn't sound too bad..

Alone in this dimensionless abyss,
I find peace.

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