Imagine.. a person standing high on a cliff's edge, tilted slightly back, arms flailing to gather the bit of balance that will save him from an untimely demise.. Ok, sometimes stressed doesn't really explain too much unless there's a nice "visual" to go with it yea.

I feel so "at the brink" now. Like how I felt when I thought I was going to screw up my "O" levels, desperately trying to do the little I can without any form of knowing if it'll reap results.The uncertainty of it all is just as depressing as the feeling of impending failure. SHIT. It's just week 2 and I'm already like this.

Without any commitments, I think I already can barely handle the curiculum of "an average student" with all our time only studying and doing projects. Where the so-called average student is always actually quite a brilliant individual. ARGHHH. But there's so much smux and hostel things to do!! Juggling way too much. Oh man is this what we are in for in the corporate world?

EVERYBODY'S MUGGING!! THERE'S SO MUCH TO DO!! CAN'T EVEN FINISH ONE THING AND TEN THINGS SUDDENLY COME AT YOU!! MY GPA IS SLIPPINGGGG!!! ROARRR!!!

Ok that feels a bit better. Though I've wasted a lot of time and the problem's still there, if not getting worse every two hours.

Back to finance assignment.

Labels: STRESSED

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